Friday, June 23, 2006

DAY 40

Today makes 1/2 way through the competition!! I thought to myself the other day that I'm going to be really sad when it's over. It's been such a huge part of my life. The drive will continue though!! I am determined, I am feeling good... the weight loss is a great motivator. I'm about 22 pounds down; I working at getting a tan. I'm seeing a change in my clothes, feeling prettier and feeling stronger. I have more energy. People are noticing my weight loss. I must cling to these things on days like today when I'm eating ONLY protein and it is HARD; days when I don't feel like I can go another step on the elliptical machine or the stairmaster (and believe me, I'm not going very many steps on the stairmaster!!!).

I hope along the way I can inspire people. I was SO close to getting gastric bypass. I went to a doctor and they recommended me for the surgery. I applied through my insurance and they denied it. If they had said yes, I would have already had it done by now I'm sure. But I'm proud to be doing it this way. If I can encourage anyone, or if YOU can encourage ME, email me! (tracilsto@yahoo.com) . . .

Press on friends. . . I will not stop until my journey is complete!

Traci

PS I have a new precious boyfriend who has given me major incentive:
  • 50 pounds down - Taylor Hicks in concert!!!
  • 100 pounds down - diamond earrings :)
  • 150 pounds down - (or the bottom...not necessarily 150) A CRUISE!!!

If you are struggling, find someone who believes and supports you!!! Surround yourself with these people... Don't ever give up!!!

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